[Just for the record, the weather today.. is draggy and tired]
At 5.45, you get up. Stumble to the toilet and hope you look okay.
At 2.10pm, sometimes 3.15pm, you awake from the nightmare, shaking and sweating.
At 4-5pm, you return to your safe haven. Wondering if it was just a mistake until you encounter the papers.
At 2am, you stumble to bed.
Wash. Rinse. Repeat.
Maybe on certain days, you stumble home half-dead. And wonder if you're really still alive.
Maybe, take one of those pills to offset your shakes.
And hope it's not filled with zinc and 20 other elements.
Because, maybe with pain, you finally understand life.
Thank you Chuck Palahinuk. (: Diary got me through this week. I got really inspired by it. It's scary how I could relate to it. Sometimes.
:((
That sums up my whole week.
Westlife is getting me through this tough time in life.
I honestly wouldn't know what to do without them. Comfort music, that's what they are (:
IS THE YEAR OVER ALREADY?!
February, I want you to come here now. January can't seem to pass fast enough.
Ps. I think only Brina and Des will know who's in picture of the day. XDD
GUESS? xD
forever kids are magnets for each other ♥